I'm tired tonight. And a little bit murkey. I wish I could go back in time and say something different or do something different.
I took this picture yesterday after it had rained, it's the relection of the trees and sky in a puddle of water.
And although the water is murkey, I notice the light from the sky is shining through those trees. And I know light is shining in my soul too. But tonight it is just a little less bright, and it is finding it hard to feel the warmth that light can bring.
Just part of what I have to feel sometimes. And I've learned not to fight it, I just feel it.
