Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Change


I still wonder who I am these days. I know the world is always changing and circumstances change and yes, even people change. But I still am having trouble recognizing myself these days.
I'm a bit in the dumps today and that always causes me to think way too much. It'll pass I know, I just have my days where I begin to wonder what in the world I'm doing! The whole purpose of this time right now is for me to just live one day at a time and to get my mind straight again. But I feel very insignificant, like I'm not contributing anything to the world or to anyone.
Just one of those days.

8 comments:

Marge said...

Me too. I mean I also feel I'm not contributing much to society. I am going to find something that I can be passionate about and am going to set things up to start as soon as we return from our trip to Alaska. You haven't been in Washington very long, so it stands to reason that you haven't found something yet. You will. I know you will.

I sure wish I had your bag ready so I could mail it tomorrow to hopefully cheer you up, but I haven't finished it. I will get right to it though! Hang in there because you are loved. By many!

Robbin with 2 B's! said...

Thank you Marge, just the thought of my bag makes me smile.
I'm ok, just a little down but I'll bounce back soon!

Anonymous said...

You do not need to contribute just yet. Gain strength and peace of mind for now and before you know it everything will fall into place. And once it does, there will be no stopping you. Enjoy your family. Love ya.

Robbin with 2 B's! said...

Thanks for the reminder, and you are right.
Miss you! Hope you are ok.

amy said...

Anonymous, I couldn't have said it better myself. :-)

Anonymous said...

Amy,You and Matthew take care of my friend...I know you are...

Tammy said...

You will find your purpose just give it time. You just did a 360 so of course you're feeling off. Remember I'll be there in July. :)

That hike above this post was georgeous. LUCKY LADY!

Memaw's memories said...

You are still healing, body and spirit. Don't think so much. The time will come when you are ready for a new adventure. It that's work, great. If that's volunteering, that's great too.

Right now should be a healing time and the time to be the best grandmother, mother and mother-in-law you can be.