I felt it sinking in yesterday, this blue funk of mine. No reason really for it, just something that happens and something I've learned to ride through but still I don't have to like it. A person who usually thinks positively about everybody and everything, this funk gives me mean thoughts that aren't natural to me. My nerves are on edge and everything bothers me. If I didn't have to work, I'd crawl into a hole and come out tomorrow or the next day or how ever long it lasts. Instead I'll acknowledge its presence and forge onward and ride it out the best I can. But I don't HAVE to like it!