Sunday, June 24, 2007
For two days now I've been strangely calm inside. Ever since starting this move into my "rite of passage" I've most of the time felt like a cat on a hot tin roof. Life during this time is quite interesting, as I've expressed here before. It's like a roller coaster ride with moods changing as often as the weather. You never know how you'll feel emotionally from one minute to the next. But this calmness, this inner peacefulness is NEW to me.
There has been nothing to bring this change on in the way that anything has changed in my life. I didn't fully recognize the feeling until late afternoon when several aggravating things happened at work that normally would have sent me to the moon and hot sweats. I even managed to laugh at the calamity of things that had gone wrong. Ummmm.
I was quite surprised to wake up with the same feelings this morning. It's quite pleasant. I hope it stays a while. I like it here, it's a good place.